They are a changin

“Trading doesn’t just reveal your character, it also builds it if you stay in the game long enough.”

It´s funny how interesting people seem when you don´t know them. You can form them and make them whatever you want them to be. But if you know somebody very well there are limits. No more endless possibilities. But isn´t that exactly what makes it so damn good ? Isn´t that what we want in the end? Certainty. Just one possibility that we love ?

I like to translate my thoughts into the things I love without interpreting too much in it. For me that is the same with trading. At the beginning I liked the idea of becoming rich over night, then in the first year and now reality got me but my dreams are still the same just from another ankle.
Reality isn´t necessarily something bad. It´s something good if you know how to handle it.

Trading now is something I still love (even more) and appreciate so much. I still love the idea of it and just work on it from another perspective. It´s crazy how your mind tricks you in combination with the people who surround you. And it´s even harder if you realize that the people you love are not on the same level like you are. They have different lives and perspectives which is fine but if you want to become something else you need to do whatever lifts you and you can´t sit back because of this and that. People will either hold you down for some reasons or lift you up. Decide what you want. People will decide either way.

I am at a point in my life where I thought I decided enough but I was wrong. You have to make decisions infrequently. Some day you just sit there and enjoy the fruits of your last decisions and other days you are finding yourself in a big mess of your past decisions which leads you to the point where you gotta question things again and decide from another perspective to get a better result.

I somehow was stuck in that feeling of being down. It lifted me up a long time, as strange as that may sound, because I gave myself some more time to think about everything and being safe from that big bad reality which would´ve expected me if I didn´t take that time. But now things cleared up and I realized that being in that state of mind is no longer productive or helpful for me. A war can´t last forever, so can´t peace. The times they are a changin.

Decide what you want to become. Work until you become something else.
Decide again…

The circle of life just from another perspective.